Yesterday, I kept busy all day... I scrubbed out the bathtub and bleached it, cleaned the kitchen out, scrubbed the floors, bleached the counters, went outside and picked up two bags of garbage the stray dogs had strewn all over the yard.  Ugh those dogs are annoying.   I did a few loads of laundry, cleaned up the livingroom, and I played with the kids on the swingset... they had so much fun and were all laughing and we had such a good time out there...it was warm enough to go barefoot and no sleeves.   When I came in, I made those Chocolate Peanut Butter Squares I posted about yesterday.  Then I made some potato salad and some chicken and dumplings for supper.
I realized that if I keep busy, it really helps!   So I'm just going to keep busy until the day comes that I have to deal with the miscarriage.   I was so tired by 8:30 that James and I just went to bed then.    I felt so much more cheerful than I had felt the whole week.   It was nice.   I had felt badly about neglecting the kids the last week....having to be gone to the doctor so much and then coming home and being depressed..they weren't getting much "mommy time", so I decided to change that.
Yesterday afternoon, I noticed some spotting.  I don't know if it is significant or not though, because I had a catheter Thursday, when I got my second ultrasound and opinion.   That may have caused that to happen, but I'm not sure.  It hasn't happened again, so I'll just wait and see.  

Today I am planning to get a lot of cleaning done...lots of clothes folded and put away.   I want to get a drawing finished that I have put on the back burner.... and finish painting something I had intended to be James' birthday present, but didn't finish it in time.     Maybe I'll get a chance to watch a movie with the kids too.

Here is a picture of what the kids are doing right now....I just snapped this picture.   They are having so much fun.



By the way, I haven't responded to all the comments, but I have read each and every one.  Every comment has made such a difference and has impacted me in such a positive way. I appreciate all of your kind words so much more than you'll ever know!    Thank you so much for caring and praying....I don't know how to tell you how much it means to me that you care!